After a long hiatus I’m back. The main reason why I stopped
writing was, well, when I originally started this blog I wanted to write because
all the other blogs on Dysautonomia were so depressing. Each entry from all my favorite blogettes were
tear jerkers. So I wanted mine to be more uplifting and positive.
After my wonderful neurologist left my area and went to
Columbia University I went through a deep depression because my new doctor,
well to put it nicely he’s like an old crow trying to keep all his eggs warm he
hasn't realized they've already hatched.
I wasn't happy and I sure as hell wasn't in a place where I
could blog about what was going on in my life without it coming across as slightly
“Hope is emo.”
( If you don’t get the reference youtube it.) Priceless. Oh how I miss 2007.
I digress, after a long journey, months of introspection
with help of yoga, a reality check, and a kick ass therapist. I’m back with what I've learned.
When nothing is going to change, no miracle is going to take
place you can’t just say you accept it; you must mean it. I used to think I did
mean it, but I didn't. I was still waiting for a miracle drug or my symptoms to
vanish. And after five years they didn't so I had to figure something out.
I’m not going to say I figured it all out, but hopefully the
following posts of what I've learned will somehow help you in your life too!
If not, I hope I’ve at least made you laugh.
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